***Imported form Gnet.moblog dated 5th Apr 2006 3:44:43 PM***
Well, this is a difficult question to answer :X
Perhaps, even i myself cannot give you one! I can only sae that i am both outspoken and not...
Let's listen to this "Ah gong" "Ah ma" song sang by JJ as we go along...
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I can't deny the fact that i like to talk a lot; both in class or during any sort of activites +) I lyk to present and protray the best side of myself to others and the public. Lyk what once said before, i lyk to PERFORM and the stage is my 'life'. I simply love to sing =)
However, i can do w/o stage performances; i dun mind (-_-) But, i can't do w/o speaking! Since i have the gift of the gap, i have decided that my occupation next time will have something to do with speaking eg teacher, lecturer, insurance agent, actress, singer. Too, i lyk to voice out my opinions on certain issues and discuss it with another buddy. Often, i say, my partner must #1 be able to stand my chattering and #2 my singing (",)
I need to talk and EXPRESS myself greatly! Guess that's why i was chosen to represent the student body in the upcoming discussion (with MOE officers) again. i dun lyk to keep things all up; inside myself. Pardon me if i 'shoot' @ own time own target w/o caring your feelings. I didn't mean it sometimes...
On the other hand, there is something that i choose to keep to myself or rather a limited group of ppl will noe only :p Those are mainly personal issues and i rmb one very incident that i tried (really tried) to not tell others is the death of my beloved Grandma :( Then, i could no longer store and keep to myself... I broke down!!!
Now that is 清明 period, i miss her again :X This is especially so when we were dicussing about CIP during EL lesson this week. Well, my form teacher mentioned an eg whereby volunteers go to a HOME to do work; which includes interacting with the elderly and help them cut nails (-_-)
THIS is what i did for my Grandma when she is still around. Her nails are , the direct opposite of mine's, hard and stiff. I used a nailcutter to carefully help her clip off the toes' nails... We talked and communicate with one another then.
Being the eldest grandchildren, she LOVES me the most. I LOVE her dearly too! That time, we live @ her house, we watched Ch 8 serial "Holland Village" every nite, we have meals together... I witnessed the fact that she cannot eat sweet stuffs due to diabetes. I witnessed how she got to take in many pills every now and then. I witnessed the time when she got to be sent to the nearest hospital by the ambulance in the shortest time possible. I witnessed how she was in the ICU...I witnessed so many things but not the moment when she left this world!!! I regret and i will always rmb the fact that i didn't managed to give her the final present (which i bought days b4) just in time b4 she...
I MISS her still even after the whole of 2 years. When i am alone, i cry--thinking of her. How many sleepless nite where tears fill my eyes, roll down my cheek lyk crazy and wetting my shirt... It hurts more recently, as i rmb she was the one who celebrated my 2nd bdae 14 years ago. My mum gave birth to my sister and both my parents were at the hospital. She was the one that held my hands and cut the ckae together with me! My very beloved Grandma, now that she is gone, i can no longer celebrate ANY bade with her again. She cannot spend festivals lyk ChineseNewYear, 初八拜天公, Lantern festival etc. She cannot see us grow up into adults, neither can she witness my wedding...She is gone--forever!!!
How i wish she R.I.P.
en religion.
