Have you ever wonder what's the feeling of being the reserve???
After Sec 2 classification shoot, i was selected to be in the Shooting Team as i gotta FULL MARK :)
However, among the seven of us, only five pple can be the actual shooters... Unfortunately, i was being 'appointed' as the reserve!!! What the F... What is this lah? You dun choose me is to your disadvantage de! I wanna you all to regret NOT choosing me and you guys just wait and see...
Standing there lyk a fool waiting for you guys to come out wif the target sheets. Worst still, even gotta scoled by the SIR for supporting you all then!!! If i were shooting, do i have to go through such a thing?
I make it a effort to go to all DRy pratice, i make it a point to do all APT wif serious effort, i make it a point to train reallie hard on handling the revovler, i put in my best effort in Gym sessions, i tried my best to force out a SMILE and congratz you guys when shooting was over... I did so much things but WHY, WHY, just WHY am i the reserve??? Do anyone stop to think how i am feeling all this while???
If there is only five pple that can go up there to represent the school, why must you all get more than five pple then to be in the Shoting Team? You wanna give us FALSE HOPE or is it that you wanna further Demoralise us? Making us be the OUTCAST of the Extras, that's what you want???
Think...Isn't this a very terrible thing to do to a Human wif true feelings and emotions??? Hopefully, this will not happen every year; i mean pple will not get rejected lyk what they did to me...
Next year will be a better year for me!?! All of luck Jean...You MUST get in, ok?
