I regret...

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Haf you ever REGRET doing something and REGRET not doing something in your life? Well, for me, i reallie REGRETed and Blame myself for the following stuff:

Starting from the back on my list; from REGRET a bit to A LOT :p

10. i regret not buying that very NICE dress from This Fashion yesterdae... It's on offer and is super pretty and attractive liao! This white, spaghatti with green design on it. Haf a very neat tight-fitting cutting... Just nice for me to look good in it =) But 2dae when i went wanting to buy it, it's GONE for good... Why always lyk that one? Next time " Must buy whatever you think it's nice or you will regret not doing so".

9. I regret not having a floral Fish-tail short mini skirt to go wif all my blouses. I haf this relief teacher that once taught me Geo then, i love all the clothes she wear liao! **** nice and fashionable lor... She wore this floral skirt one dae and that's when i wish that i can own one myself too! Me is so Jealous...

8. i regret not getting into Shooting team... Despite being 'sleceted' as the Reserve; which is already very hurtful, i still goitta go for all the Practices and end up getting and earning nothing... What the H#^&

7. i regret not doing well and putting in my best effort in the CL O' level paper 3. Especially my Oral, i totally screwed up and was Tongue-tied! Stupid! II'm sure i can do better one lor... Afterall, i speak chinese since young and can communicate very well in CL... Reallie!

6. I regret buying Wang lee Hom 's revloution disc and not letting him sign when he was here in S'pore then to promote for his disc... Till, now, i still dun get it why i will miss the signature *** singing session held @ J8 then!?! Whatever happen, he will still be my idol cos he is just so Talented... How i wish one dae he will write a song specially for me to sing... hahax

5. i regret not learning Piano since young! One of the reason why Stephanie Sun was choosen by Lee Wei Song then was becos she gotta piano background. Singing is my fav hobby and that's where my interest is... If i counld haf more links with Music, who noe i may be Stephanie No 2. Aniwae, i think not al her songs are nice lor! Perhaps i shld join Project Superstar and showcase my natural-born singing talent one dae!

4. i regret not having the hottest device in town - iPod mini by creative! it got 4GB memory to store up to 2000 and more songs... i can put everything in, every single mp3 in and enjoy listening to them whenever i wanna... Isn't that great to haf something to entertain and relax yourself then? I wanna own an iPod!

3. i regret not being Outstanding enough in my CCA or else i can show them who and what raellie i am... Blame me not pouring in100% effort in whatevere i did there and then... Since the posting results are going to be out soon, i just hope i will at least get a signficiant role to play...

2. i regret not doing well for my Sec 3 work, i gotta a L1R5 that is not single digit... So sad this's oni the first half of the year and i can't even score wif flying colours for the 8 subjects that i took! How disappointing, i was always in the top few position of my class since Primary school and now look @ me... A lazi girl who fails to score wonderful marks!

1. The thing that i regreted the MOST is; why am i still so young? Why can't i be a grown-up and work now? Why can't i be born in the same year as HIM and noe HIM first??? If i am twenty something now, then i dun haf to study animore and can be wif HIM for all i wanna... Why, just why do i haf to fall for HIM??? i dunno why...

MIXED feelings :X

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2dae is a very special dae where i experienced lots of different types of feelings...

Guilty

Naughty me forget; or rather did not bother, to hand in Chem file to Ms Sim last Fridae! She was quite pissed off wif my class's slaughty way of handing things up...Abt half the class never pass up their blue hard cover file on time lah :p In addition, she was also greatly DISAPPOINTED wif my class due to the poor quality and standard of ppt Assignment that we gave her. We were asked to present our research done in the June holidae to the class, but most of us were not perpared! What a way to start a week off wif getting 'scoldings' in the very first period...

Confused

During Bio lesson 2dae, Mr Prince was late for class... Worried me went running across the third level hoping to find him in the shortest time possible cos he is lyk more than 15 mins late! [As i was runing past 3O, i bet HE thought that i'm crazy then (",) Dunno why everytime we haf Bio, they will haf Chem too! and worst of all, HE will be in class... HIS voice is so distinct that i can even recognise it when i was far in my class =)] True enough, Mr Prince was claud in a long sleeve white shirt and i 'bump' into him near the stairs! He explained that he was held up in the Sec 4 class then... The thing that shocked me the most was that he was very irritated in class 2dae... He even exclaimed," If you continue to talk again, i'm going to throw this F#*^ing pen over..." Can you imagine that he actually said that... Can see that he felt a bit regreted for what he said but afterall, it's too late for him to take anything back then! It reallie puzzled me...

Nervous

Nervous for what? Becos of that stupid Drill test lah... It was Sizing command 2dae and i think i didn't perform well then... Mainly becos i said the whole thing too FAST and NOT CLEAR enough... Hopefully, Sir Tan will not mark me down too much and that i still stand a chance in getting into NDP school marching on the eve of National Dae! this year will be our turn to be GHOH so i reallie wann ajoin in the fun leh... Let's see how things will turn out to be then...

Curious

Me curious to noe what the six book of Rowling is all abt... Everyone in school and my tuition class is talking abt the newest book of Harry Potter... "Half-blood Prince" this title reallie cause me to be interested to just grab a copy of it and start reading (-_-) Some of my frens alraedy haf the book as they pre-oredered, how jealous of them! Heard thatb one of the main cahracters will die, wonder who will that be...

Mixed Up

Dunno why 2dae during MT lesson when the Chinese trs show us the cont' of the movie " Hai Shui Zheng Lan" in the hall, i suddenly thought of HIM when the show featured a 'talking bear' of Xiao Tong... This poor littlr poor faced the problem to parents being divorced and he was left helpless which resulted to an unhappy ending of this story... Back to the talking bear tt his mother gave him b4 leaving. It is a 'recording bear' whereby the mother recorded her voice inside the bear for Xiao Tong to play back and listen whenever he miss her. This bear is sort of similar to that HIM gave me on my Bdae this year... It was oso aa "Recording Bear" but sadly he never personalise it by saving his voice inside!!! Me greeted HIM 'morning' when met HIM on the spiral stairs whe i was alraedy one o' clock in the afternoon :X He replied wif a low 'afternoon' which made me feel so Pai Sae lor!　

My Girl of Michael

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Nowadays, i haf been hearing things wrongly...

Dunno whether is it the aftermath of the O' level listening comprehension last fridae!?! Aniwae, i didn't do well for the listening too... Dunno how i'm gg to score distinction for Chinese and continue to take HCL then!

Now, i can't reallie hear properly and can't differ b/w the following:

'Lee' and 'Lim'

'Eric' and 'Derrick'

'one dollar' and 'a piece' (in Chinese)

'camarel' and 'camera'

'My Girl' and 'Michael'...

What's wrong? You mean i still can't forget HIM?

Happie B-dae Elaine =)

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Yesterdae was my best fren, Elaine's B-dae...

Gave her present, or rather gave her a few small presents! Hope she lyk them and that she haf a wonderful dae then :) Must thank her for leting me taste the Cheese Cake that her senior baked for her (^_^) It was nice and i felt great to be able to celebrate her B-dae wif her!

I always believe that Birthdae to a girl is very impt (so is Valentine dae Hahax)

So guys who are reading this blog entry of mine : RMB NOT TO FORGET THE BIRTHDAE OF THAT GIRL OF YOURS!!!

This afternoon, i will be taking the O' level CL Listening Comprehension... Good luck to me then... Must do well so that can 'Cover up' my oral...

How's my Oral??? Well, not very well done cos gotta lots of tongue-tied... Aniwae is over so let's not think abt it anymore... "Tml will be a BETTER dae"

Generous or Show-off?

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My class sold food and lots of goodies during recess 4 HSL Charity Week 2dae :)

We managed to sell lots of things to lots of pple, but there is one incident that i can never 4get...

We took the mobile tray to this teacher of ours, hoping that he will help us buy (",) As he was quite near our stall then, we led him to our stall where there are much more variety of food on sale. He was just lyk a " Fu Jia Zhi Di " that has lots of money to spend!?! " i want Shun Kui, and Sotong Balls and this and that..."

i was there teklling him how much is that and that, maybe he may feel that i am too naggy and said, " Ai Ya, you just give me everything and tell me the total amount later!"

I felt quite bad when i heard that well aniwae, i was reallie surprised when he said that i can keep the change and then pass me a 10 dollar note! How generous of him!?! I haf heard rumours saying that he is from a rich family...

Whoever he is, i just think that he is quite a nice guy =) Although, being his rep, i sometime get 'scoldings' from him, but he still appear to be a very professional and lovely guy in front of others (^_^) Thinking abt this, he is one of the well-liked and popular guy in school too!

Compared to HIM who just act blur and treat as though he never see our stall, me being the rep of This teacher...perfer him rather than HIM (-_-)

Playing Hide-and-Seek wif the teacher

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Wonder why this blog entry is "Playing Hide-and-Seek wif the teacher"?

Cos, i am currently using the school's Com Lab's computer to type in this entry... So got to "hide" this window every now and then from my newbie EL teacher...Hahax =)

Saturday nite's Campfire was a sucess. Everything turns out nicely except for the starting which we can't find the tourch for Sir to light the fire :p Me perpared the drinks at the end of the event for invited guests (^_^) Abt one hundred odd pple turn up then!

Later in the afternoon of 2DAE, i will be having my Olevel CL Oral ~_~ Hopw that the topics for the dae is rather simple and suit my 'taste'. If you are reading my blog now, do send me your BEST WISHES and i will be graetly appericated :) Thanks.

Good Luck to myself ["_"]

Campfire (",)

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Wonder how 2nite's campfire will turn out to be lyk...

This is the very first time that we as NCOs is planning for such a big event namely the NCO Campfire! Lots of hard work has been put into the planning and perparations and me reallie hope that they will turn out nice 2nite :)

I am in charged of Refreshment and so later gotta buy 100 cups to serve them after the Campfire... Being in Group 5 as well, i am the narrator for the skit tittled " The Cannibal King". Hope that i will not get tongue-tied when reading the story and...

May everything runs smoothly =)

Spice up 'MoLife'

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Life suckz...

Day in day out doing homework, studying for tests, preparing CCA stuff etc. It seems that nothing is interesting at all. Daily routine is just so BORING -_-

Ms Sim brought us to Chem Lab 2dae...At the beginning we all felt too lazy to climb down to level one, moreover we having two tests at one go during TOP period next! But i never expect this Chem lesson to be rather fun afterall...

We did the last experiment which we did not manage to complete the last Lab lesson. Observing how Zinc, Iron II and Copper II carbonate burning in the test-tubes and doing Carbon dioxide test using Limewater, we started off rather normally (",) It was quite scary when the set up "suck back" so me very grateful tt i listened to Ms Sim on the proper way of handling the set up then!

Funny things always happen in the Labs, this time round, there was a FIRE!!!

Well actually, it happened lyk that... Ms Sim kept on asking," What is burning? I kept smelling something burning! Girls, take note to your flame."

When almost everyone was done wif the experiment, she went up to the front and continue wif her lesson...Still, we smell something burning away...Then we realised that the rubbish bin in the front was 'producing' smoke... It was on fire!?!

Or rather there was a piece of tissue paper catching fire in the bin! Panicked, all my classmates rushed to the bin to take a look at the situation while, Ms Sim took a pail of water to stop the tissue from further burning then! The scene was funny and cute...

Seeing her pouring tap water inside the bin, the whole class started laughing... "So, that was the thing that was burning!" she exclaimed."Who threw that into thebin???" she said. "Please be careful..."

Even b4 she completed talking, my whole class was laughing lyk mad...The whole lab was filled with laughter, grins and smiles! We just can't imagine a small little tissue burning slightly in the bin of hers...Ms Sim appears to be rather cute sometimes...

She is just lyk the mother of ours...NO, i am not saying that she is old or anything. In fact, she's pretty young in her 30s but she got the SUPER caring look which makes you feel safe and comfortable wif her. Just lyk what my best fren said, she is the type of good teacher where if you reallie pay attention in her class, you will learn lots!

Being the Subject head of the school, she sure is a good Chem teacher where the rest shld look up to. So perhaps, it is a fortunte that i didn't get HIM and gotten Ms Sim instead... STOP...Why am i talking abt HIM again??? I shld 4get abt HIM completely?!? Can i reallie do that?!?

Whatever is it, i still must comment that Ms Sim is truely a good Chemistry teacher and i shld be thankful that i gotten her =)

Twins, Edison, Ekin and Daniel rawk!

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What a dae for me to reflect on all my idol...

Starting wif Twins!!! They are the most Beautiful and youthful group tt i love :) Their songs of the Newest album < Jian Xi Ai Shen> are wonderful... I listened to all ten of them everydae (",) Which is my fav. track??? I oso dunno, jus love all of them... Twins has made a great effort in learning CL... WELL DONE.

Edison??? Cos he is Shuai lor! Maybe being affected by my sister, so became a fan of him as well... However, i must sae tt he isn't a good singer afterall... He is more suitable for Acting, rite? To me, his outstanding personal character wins Jay in Initial D (-_-) Pefer Edison than Jay...

You may not noe who is Ekin... His CL name is Zheng Yi Jian. His is my long time and forever love :p No matter what happen, i will not give up him de! He's simply COOL and i think he gotta very good bodily figure!!! Saw his ads for Seiko Watches, very nice lah! His cantonese songs are interseting and attractive too! He will always be my LOVE...

As i mentioned in my photo album, Daniel Wu is the " guy-next-door". His sweet look is cute and girls will be easily attracted by him then. Me started liking him after watching the movie "Naked Weapon" where he acted as a good cop "JACK" who did not catch Maggie Q in the show! In fact he was in love wif her then... This very cute guy is sure to make you fall for him just through his great acting skills :)

For all their photo, go to my photo album "IDOLS" and take a look (^_^)

Cheer Up, Girl -_-

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Have you ever wonder what's the feeling of being the reserve???

After Sec 2 classification shoot, i was selected to be in the Shooting Team as i gotta FULL MARK :)

However, among the seven of us, only five pple can be the actual shooters... Unfortunately, i was being 'appointed' as the reserve!!! What the F... What is this lah? You dun choose me is to your disadvantage de! I wanna you all to regret NOT choosing me and you guys just wait and see...

Standing there lyk a fool waiting for you guys to come out wif the target sheets. Worst still, even gotta scoled by the SIR for supporting you all then!!! If i were shooting, do i have to go through such a thing?

I make it a effort to go to all DRy pratice, i make it a point to do all APT wif serious effort, i make it a point to train reallie hard on handling the revovler, i put in my best effort in Gym sessions, i tried my best to force out a SMILE and congratz you guys when shooting was over... I did so much things but WHY, WHY, just WHY am i the reserve??? Do anyone stop to think how i am feeling all this while???

If there is only five pple that can go up there to represent the school, why must you all get more than five pple then to be in the Shoting Team? You wanna give us FALSE HOPE or is it that you wanna further Demoralise us? Making us be the OUTCAST of the Extras, that's what you want???

Think...Isn't this a very terrible thing to do to a Human wif true feelings and emotions??? Hopefully, this will not happen every year; i mean pple will not get rejected lyk what they did to me...

Next year will be a better year for me!?! All of luck Jean...You MUST get in, ok?