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i still remember vividly of what Christopher once told me then, "Just go try and join first. You can quit later de! When they see that you are super enthu in your CCA, even if you miss by 1 or 2 mark, they will still take you in..."
Hey, this is not true lah, look at me:p it is lyk reallie missing the cut-off by one mark yet i gotta a stable CCA (plus am doin well in it) and leadership council oso no use (*_*)
I'm just so disappointed by this whole 1st 3 months thingy and the system which favours Sports and SYF participating groups so much! IF only Vj ARC have greater significance in the school and have CCA appeal power, then i won't have to leave with regrets...
Guessed i just can not erase from my memory that i was once a Victorian and an active memeber of VJ's ARC +) Even if i am offered another chance to pick up the rifle (neither Smen or my mentor's) to shoot, i can't do well anymore!
I miss them, i reallie do!
离别是痛苦的，而舍不得的离别将会是更难受！After giving much thought to it, i realised i should just make the best out of the current situation and walk this thru' bravely (+
Do you noe that i cried so much after the incident; of which, none of them saw my pitiful sight... Yes, i did it in purpose-- only to cry my heart out when Dan and Mat sent me to bus stop, i boarded the bus and when they left back for school then. That very instant as bus 31 move away from school, i brusted out into tears!
No words can ever describe my feeling then...
Who in this world will understand how strongly i feel about this issue? My Angels? My Mortals? My Mentor? My Seniors? My Coach? My teachers? My friends? My Classmates?
No one.
