I HATE myself... Darling, i HATE myself...
Why Must i shoot in that stupid question suddenly? By doing so, i break the momentuem! I should have waited for a while and see what he is going to say next... Perhaps, he will hit the Jackpot and grant my wish!?!
If not, i could have just be more thick-skinned and ask him politely, " Unless... you offer to give me a lift in the cute little car of yours!"
Why do i have to ask that unimportant question then and shane him off. He simply replied with the phrase that i dislike the most--" you will know..." Which i noe i never will... just lyk what happened to getting to know his actual day of birth (Birthdate lah :P)
Why are you so stupid??? It is almost there, you noe... Do you know that you have just let an excellent opportunity slip away??? When will you next get such a golden chance and *** this close??? I want him to give me a lift, i reallie want it... How???
