Monday, December 31, 2007
Count-down(s)
31st is the last day of the entire year...
How are you all celebrating 2nite and welcoming the new Year 2008?
Yesterdae, my class had a BBQ gathering at kz's Condo:X Despite the rain, they managed to set up the fire and cooked some food. Poker Kings and Queens gathered around the table and let's see who's the winner then +)
The few of us wanted to go for Countdown tgt but the plan failed due to ??? so we will have to postpone the gethering to next year :p
Anyway, i already have a Countdown mini party @ my Uncle's house but unfortunately i didn't managed to catch Hao in his new 77th street outfit (*_*)
So much so for this year and let's hope the yaer of the RAT will be a better one =)
Friday, December 28, 2007
National treasure!



Monday, December 24, 2007
Soon... it will be Xmas =D

Wednesday, December 12, 2007
D ever-amazing Dinner n Dance!
Monday, December 3, 2007
Please~don't let me be the LAST to know...
K, Can't you just explain to me b4 i never get the chance to see your face ever again :(
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Copthorne= 5 STAR

Wednesday, November 14, 2007
O-Fi politics :X
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
MATCHING (pipes)
Yipee, tml don't need to report for Work as it's Public holidae...Oh yeah +)
At work 2dae, i took quite some time to pack up before knocking off; pondering over what to bring home and what not since it will be a dae Off tml :p Perhaps, this is what is gg to happen for me again this 1st weekend bah!
Anyway i brought a Nice pinky cushion, all the way form my house to Bouna Vista, for my Office chair 2dae to free myself from all the backache from hours of sitting :D
P/s: Very funny hor, don't require you to stand for hours still complain so much LOL.
the change of MRT direction in the mornings has caused me to discover new things; as well as new guys (-_-) Dots, i am just attracted to this 上班族 that i happened to meet with ytd in that West-bound train packed with adults rushing 'eargerly' for work...
He is simply Cool, dressed in Guy's standard Office Wear- White long sleeves and black trousers... And the interesting thing is he carries his black leathery-like-suitcase bag on his left shoulder yet holds a blue ball point pen in his right hand to try out the Sudoku Challenge that 我报 has every morning =)
The way he concentrates all his attention in the puzzle but constantly look at (at me!?!) is just so OMG... Too bad he alighted earlier than me and i didn't get to see him this morning then :(
Since tml gotta no work, i went to try out my all-time-favourite Self Tests again @ Blogthings and found this:
Do you go for a guy's brains or body?
You Go For Brains! |
![]() You want a guy with a big... brain. And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it. What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!) |
It's 100% true for my case (*_*) Check out my matching pipes...
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Standard 上班族 :p
Yesterdae was my 1st day of Work @ MOENEC...
I have came to like this short form for our Com under the Planning division; as well as like-ing the idea of being a standard Office person who works from 8 to 5pm (or rather my day ends oni @ 6pm ;)
Let me tell you what happened to my very first visit to MOE ytd :p
Upon exchanging for Visitor pass using my IC @ the security counter, i was so earger that i headed straight to the very first lift and Up it go... not to my intended level unfortunately (*_*)
I realised it after witnessing the lift opening at random levels and OMG, it's actually customised lifts so every individual will have to press their level before boarding and see which Lift it directs you to! One can't just go into any lift that we like and hope that it go to your floor Haha. It was so embarrassing to have to ask those adults in Lift A then and get off the lift like an ignorant little rat +)
Why rat? Dun ask me... the whole lift lobby area is GREY in colour so perhaps it reminds me of timid cutie rat LOL
By the way, i saw on my way after work 2dae that the movie--Ratatouille is out in the Dics shop already :) Haha, me wanted to watch it but no time when it was released then :D
Aniwae, back to my work place, there isn't much amenities there; and i was utterly disappointed that the nearest canteen (it's within the building) is nothing comparable to the usual Foodcourts that i patronise.
However, i was glad that Office is a very nice place to be in =) It's a condusive environment purely for thinking officers to work in.. They have hot/cold water dispenser and 2 Microwaves (for Muslims and Non Muslims separately) at every single level and the best thing is i have my own work place (inclusive of nicely finished wooden desk, 2 cushioned chairs and 1 computer)
since they have an extra cell currently (^_^)
HQ is all about paper work and decision making. The process can be tedious at times, but it's highly interesting for an average person like me to go thru' and witness them all :X
It's also my luck to be greeted with the NE award briefing for all schools (and Yes, it's for the Principal or NE coordinator of every Primary, Secondary and JCs). A very grand event for me to attend and help out @ the Reception. Talking about Reception stuffs, i'm most familiar with it... Haha, i have done uncountable times of reception girl of all sort of events but this is certainly the one of a formal one for all School leaders and Rep @ MOE, yeah!
As for my second working day 2dae, i am SO glad that my guiding officer praised me for the good efficiency in submitting the Talking points for MOS' dialogue session; which she have oni assigned to me ytd (~_~)
Yipee, it's my style to do things to the best of my ability once i started it!
(P/s: Thanks to Lim who have reminded me this strength of myself =P)
i look forward to more exciting work assigned to me in the days to come...
No doubt, i'm starting to love this job of mine bit by bit and with the help of friendly staffs that i have around me, i took me less than a day to be immersed into this great place; which i will have the priceless chance to stay on for 2 weeks (-_-)
Hope that i will take away valuable knowledge and fond memories then =)
Friday, November 2, 2007
Still have to MUG!
When's my real holidae???
I waited so long for Promo to be over and finally the irritating OP exams are over as well... Yet, i still have lots of things on my To-Do-List:
CCA attendance updates
CCA proposal for next year
DnD Admin stuffs
Preparation for my MOE work attachment @ Bouna Vista HQ
which will last for a fortnight!
Omg, before i do any more work, just let me take a break and do some silly test for relaxation :p
What kind of SEXY girl are you?
You Are Confident Sexy |
![]() You're one sexy chica, and you know it. You've got the confidence to strut your stuff... And approach any man who happens to catch your eye. You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie. |
Are you a Cheapskate?
You Are Not a Cheapskate |
![]() You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve. If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend. |
My sister keeps on teasing me that i'm a Cheapskate but hey, results have shown that i'm not Man!
Dunno, why i enjoy my time doing Blogthings mini tests one after another! Some or rather a large no. of them appear to be pretty true +)
Haha, i'm still quite sad that i have to give the Movie outing with my class a miss ytd to head home for Schoolbuzz updates! Can i term it as a chore that P are being spared from?!? LOL.
Monday, October 15, 2007
15Oct
This is the period of time where many ppl is celebrating their birthdays and longing to have great fun after year-end Exams :p
Wishing him (and her) Happie Happie Birthdae 2dae...
As the years go by, students get more and more busy +)
Unless there is really the need for it, bdae cele are getting more and more simple and for me, presents ain't even delivered to him anymore (-_-)
"Is the thought that counts!" he replied to my sms and there we go again; making things less complicated between us.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
bdAe cele
AppArently, some many ppl birthdAys fAlls in october...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Sandcastle @ ECP
Although this is not the 1st time i'm doing Mega Sandcastle building, i still gotta Sun Burned :p
What's worse is the fact that a series of unfortunate incidents happened to me 2dae :
1. The 2nd town's Sandcastle that i was working on was 'attacked' by the strong waves which go higher and higher up!!! We have to end up building HIGH walls to prevent the water from demolishing our masterpiece :X However, in the end, the towel still collapse due to 'vadalism'...
2. This was a super long walk from Area E all the way to East Coast's Mac or even the bicycle shop. Under the merciless hot sun, we have to endure the torture and walk and walk and walk.. My left leg can hardly take it anymore, how i wish i can have Magic power and just bypass the whole painful journey in a spilt second +) It was more horrible when my used-to-be-always- trustable Checker scandals broke off at one side! How long more do you expect poor me to walk???
3. Upon reaching MACs (OMG at last!) we order yummy meals and guess what my beloved MacCafe ice latte went straight onto the floor when i just finished purchasing it!!! Was it due to my tireness or extreme pain in my lft ankle after walking 3km? It was so embarassing and i totally have no mood to queue and buy another cup. Looks like i am just not fated to taste even a slip this new drink 2dae :p
4. After Lunch, ppl suggest to rent bikes! Yes, dun nid to walk animore but how can i ride a bicycle when my leg is hurting lyk crazy and my shoe hanging halfway? Me gave up the idea and join the rest for a never-ending game of mixed balls! Haha, tell you something very funny; my class can switch from playing Volleyball to soccer and Captian's ball to Ruby just lyk that :D Really dun understand y guys just love the soccer ball so much ?!? Ops, there go my next shoe...it broke off as well. Lol
5. Me wanted to go back VJ de but 2dae they have no training as i think IP still having Exams or something... So sad, i came all the way to East liao yet never get the chance to enter the most-favoured college and the home-warming underground range :X Guess i simply miss VJ too much and believe it or not, i'm still pretty Emo when i come to areas around her! In fact, this morning, i purposely took the same bus that i used to take during 1st 3 months, sat @ my usual seat and drop off @ the VJ side and walked all the way down to the Sandcastle building area, next to the Water skiiing Lagoon :P A bit stupid and waste of energy i know but i just wanna see see my VJ-- even from far or outside oso Good (-_-)
It will always be my regret to not be able to stay on with my CCAmates, CTCouncil ppl, my class and the many frens that i have made then...Yup, that include my beloved OG +)
2dae reallie very sad, face look lyk Red nose raindeer, hand CUT by Vball, leg pain, whole body ache and 'burned'... can merely walk myself to the Bus stop in the evening with the pair of broken scandals...
NVM, tml will be a better day :) Trust mi.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
怀念
我那爱写“恶作剧”的坏毛病又犯了:p
Friday, October 5, 2007
It's OVER.
Haha, the Biggest nightmare of this whole entire year is finally over but...
The question still holds: "Will i get promoted?" "
How did i do for the papers?"
It is very dicouraging when you hear your frens from other college moaning over their ave-C set of Promo results and some even think a double A double B grade is not good enough!!! Lol
All i wanna is to pass and all that i can sae is i 'Jing Li' already now let's just waits the result show in 10 days' time...
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Big bdae bash?
2dae is MM Lee's "Da Shuo"...
but every year, i never fails to forget Mr Lee's birthdae!
Yeah, it's tml so in advance, i will lyk to sing:
Happie birthdae to you Happie birthdae to you
Happie birthdae to Mr Lee, Happie birthdae to you :)
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Triple A
It's just so nice for us to do ytud together =)
It's actually OT but i dun care as i just wanna "linger a little longer here with you" !!!
NO one has held me lyk that before...
This is the 1st time but i really ENJOYed our short 1 hour spent together in that cozy room :p
Just hope that we will be happily together forever +)
P/s: i'm awaiting my A-listed guy!!!
Friday, September 7, 2007
Naked art?!?
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
1st meet-out =)
although we both have Work on hand...
but when we are together, things just get less complicated as they seem and
Yipee, thanks for your accompany and
Yes, i will never forget the very 1st Lunch with you +)
Friday, August 24, 2007
:-)
Quoting his words," sorri didn't attend to u much..."
Are you sure you didn't attend to me much???
No, the fact is that you didn't attend to me @ all :(
You left me at the other table to 自生自灭 while you have a great time throughout with your table of frens!!!
Although it is true that you are not the one that invited me to the dinner but it's just so ungentleman of you to treat me as transparent and ignore me the whole nite :X
i enjoyed the dinner??? Perhaps, things will be much better if you were sitting next to me (",)
i wanna you serve food just for me
i wanna you pour a glass of red wine for me
i wanna you to stay by my side
Can you hear or even see me?
It seems to me now that i dun even exist in your heart :p
Really? You dun feel ANYTHING for this passionate girl who have known you/ you have knew for years... izzit the case? i doubt so.
Monday, August 20, 2007
881- Papaya sisters!
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Rare :D
Gosh, have been so busy nowadays that i hardly have time to sleep; what's more about Updating my beloved blog....
Sorry, i promise to make an effort to post once or twice (although, i will love to have more but... NO time...really!!!) every month :p
I wrote this entry lyk 12 mindnite on the dot so it didn't register under 17 August (Friday) date :( Well, it's ok, i just wanted the date as it is so RARE that i actually went back to Unit to help out :X
Feel a bit guilty to not go back @ all to 'visit' my very own squad so Ya... i was back 2dae :)
Miss the school? A little bit lor, espcially so when it will be gone soon to make way for new building which i don't see the rationale in it as the 11-year-old compound is still quite well-kept!
NP is still the same old thing with the standard activities for parade and stuffs... Afterall, i just left Unit for 1 year oni so not much of a change except the Sec3s now take over and got a new squad with such an interesting name +)
You know what; i'm supposed to go out and play de lor... Watch Movie with XXX, yet i so 'committed' and went back to run parade and teach them "Jalan Perlahan Jalan"... What to do, Unit is really short of Manpower and i go back with Sher so anything lor...
Hey, i'm using so much Singlish!!! (OMG...ignore me-- i'm just sidetracking:p) So, we were @ my Unit... Yes, we lost our OC and oni got 1 CI this year--Pathetic, rite?-- All thanks to the 'loyal' batch of mine :D Wait, it is not that i dun wanna go back but i have expected to have lots of things to do in college. True enough, JC ppl are just so busy! CCA, College life, CIP, NYAA, Tutorials, Mugging and that stupid A levels' awaits us @ the end of this intensive 2 years (only)!
Seeing the J2s all so stressed up now, i'm getting to worry as well (*_*) As such, i can oni go back as and when i'm free and not a as Full-time CI... Sorry for that :X Perhaps, that is only possible after A's?!?
Monday, August 13, 2007
Monday, August 6, 2007
Soccer Carnival
Something Good and something Bad happened during our class CIP with the organisation that Jeremy suggest to partner with-- Touch.
We won't involved in the planning but having to witness this funky scoccer match9es0 b/e the primary schools is rather interesting...
We have it held at a Secondary school then ask ppl from JC (us :) and Poly to help out-- It's lyk a total combination of all the different levels of our education system +)
It was great that i was aked to be the personal assistance of he manager oversee-ing the entire event then! i get to go around " Hu Jia Fu Wei" behind her :p My job was simply to follow her and give out the schedule sheet to guests (parents and VIPs), record and display the current scores, look after the prizes and medals and of course set up the Prize giving table for closing ceremony towards the end :)
This type of Admin work is something i'm good at so no prob but...
while i was giving out the colourful A4 programme sheet to the guest, i was hit be a hard flying soccer ball right in the face! as a result, my specs is bent terribly :( No choice, got to go w/o my new Purple specs and try to look pretty and not blur througout the whole event... Afterall, working with the management leh, how can you afford to be blur???
Overall, it was an unique experience-- i get to meet Lionel's fren and gotta his signature, just that i have to make a trip down to 'visit' my ever-busy optician and ask him for help on a SAT afternoon :X
Monday, July 23, 2007
23/07
Oh it's my class' Birthdae 2dae!!!
So should this be our 1st year old bdae or what...haha
i realised something: different school have different ways of naming their classes :X
For instance some colleges call it CT-- civil tutorial, while others call in PDG-- personal development group!?! Lol
Nevertheless, they still consist of about 25 ppl each and be lucky that 23/07 have a bdae to celebrate those PDGs behind (ie after 31/07)
Sorrie hor, July only have at most 31 days :p
Sunday, July 8, 2007
The holiday!
Both women continue to live parallel lives throughout the film, each becoming involved with men who are a part of the other's life. Veteran actor Eli Wallach plays legendary film writer Arthur Abbott who teaches the wide eyed Iris (Kate Winslet) about Hollywood-lore as he recounts to her the golden era of Hollywood. Together Arthur and Iris help one another to feel alive again as Arthur prepares to be honored by The Writers Guild of America for his screenwriting career. Meanwhile, in England, Amanda (Cameron Diaz) grows closer to Jude Law's character, Graham, and as he teaches her to love again, she breathes new life into him after the death of his wife. Jack Black's character, Miles, lifts Iris's spirits, channeling Black's own trademark humor into that of his character and growing closer and closer to Iris (Kate Winslet).
Both female leads have interesting and slightly different story archs. Kate Winslet's character, Iris, learns that the man she has been pining over for a few years is actually a cad who is not worth her time and she finds a healthier, more positive relationship with Jack Black's character, Miles. Cameron Diaz's character, Amanda, learns how to let people in again and experience true love after years of keeping walls up around her.
The beginning of The Holiday seems a bit contrived and artificial as we watch Cameron Diaz's character, Amanda, have an uninspired and unprovoked tantrum and throw her boyfriend (played by Ed Burns) out of her house. The circumstances leading up to Kate Winslet's character's need for a change seems much more organic, and we can really feel her pain. There were also some odd choices made by the writer and/or director over the course of the film, such as an unexplained dog who is living in the house that Amanda (Cameron Diaz) is borrowing for the week. Is it Iris's dog or Amanda's dog? And why would someone leave their dog with a complete stranger? If you focus on the broader strokes as opposed to the details, the film is much more believable.
Eventually Iris and Amanda's worlds intersect in more ways than one. The moral I got from this story is that life can change at any moment… and for the better. I also found it inspiring that these two characters acted on a hunch to make some much needed changes in their lives and that hunch pays off for both women.
The Holiday
Rated PG-13. Runtime 136 min. Theatrical release 12/8/2006.


Thursday, July 5, 2007
Korean Wave 4 Me
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
back to school!
For JCs, school oni starts 2dae effectively :D
Term 3 Week 1 is the horrible CommonTest (in other words EXAM) week
and ytd was Youth Day (got another Free-dae :)
So, i'm having some kinda "college-phobia" illness and Hate it when i gotta go back to school 2dae; things are worst when it's a Tuesdae where my class has 11 hours of school LOL
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Adidas
Saturday, June 30, 2007
23 BBQinCHALET
Friday, June 29, 2007
麻辣女人!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
OVER-estimation
Finally, the huge Nightmare is over... for now! Wait till we receive the results :X
Aniwae, i realised a very fatal fact about the REAL heights of some beautiful Female Actress:

Look's lyk Height is not what it matters as many Sucessful actresses are all pretty SHORT (less than 160cm)... That means, with my height, i can be a STAR too :X
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
un-forgive-able!
Maths' A is gone... How can you, Jean?
Maths is the oni subj that you still have some HOPE in but now...
Even simple AP GP you can't get it!!! How stupid can you get???
And another thing, why do you refuse to buy a stack of AJ paper?
You have purchase a lousy Falcon A4 note pad for the Maths Exam but just not the official foolscape with Black school logo printed on it... WHY?
No matter what, Jean, it's a fact, you are wearing a Grey-Blue Uniform, Accpet it.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Gathering w/o Me
他真是太过分了!
It's just a simple Gathering with some of the Sec4 students...
他为什么不让我去?
saying that i don't know them but we can make new frens what :p
他为什么不要我来?难道有不可告人的秘密?
What's the Big deal? i oso meet up with my Sec4 (boy)frens!
他以为只有他有Gathering是吗?
We even better, dine @ high class restaurant not Kofi Shop :D
他到底把我当什么?
Ignore me downstairs when they are in one whole group NVM
他还没留位子给我!
Hey man, i feel like an idoit :X
看来我必须Reconsider我们之间的关系。。。
Saturday, June 16, 2007
PIZZA delivery
Recently, there have been lot sof Delivery flyers right @ my doorstep!
Most of which is Pizza namly:
Canadian
Pastamania
RitePizza
Pizza de France
Look's lyk when one gets hungry and dun feel lyk cooking @ home will not be a prob at all with all these services available; Best can choose from the whole range of restaurants'.
Oh, do you noe that KFC now has a new hotline 6222 6111 and no longer use the same hotline as Pizza Hut's 62353535.
As for the reason: The Hotline's getting too Hot? Both restaurants are gg separate ways?
God knows...
Friday, June 15, 2007
gOOng
Thursday, June 14, 2007
breakC
One of the best thing is to Break camp...
haha, they are coming back to Mainland 2dae :p
Can't believe it it 3D2N past so fast! Well, guess enjoyable times always seem to be gone in just a spilt second or two +)
Break-Up is certainly not a great thing to do--Wishing the couple Happy 1st Anniversary 2dae.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
原点!
这是真的吗:有些事是真的无法回到原点的吗?
Tingli: (没有用的!)无论有多少钱多无法弥补 Jianing 和 Tietou 失去的美好时光!
我本身非常佩服这位心理医生;她既然有那股勇气站出来 go against her lover despite loving him lots...
Tingli 曾说过:“两个人在一起不能粘得太紧的,要不然会有(negative) 压力的!”
她虽然深爱着宇诚但最后两人还是以悲剧收场。
由帅哥陈宏宇演的方宇诚在最后一集的《原点》中死了(-_-)
而 Jianing(Felicia Chin) 和Tietou (Rynn Lin) 有情人终成眷属。
正所谓“放不下一个人不是错的!”
现在从见光明的Tingli也应该(用宇诚给与她的Cornea 来)看开一点儿 :X
Monday, June 11, 2007
ATC
Any idea what does ATC stands for? Annual Training Camp VS Adventure Training Camp...
Oh great... for the next 3D2N i will have peace :p
My 2 sisters (Yes, both of them) will be in Pulau Ubin for their NP camp respectively. Being in the same Area always has its advantages; whereby lots of events will be held tgt via Area-based. For example, camp dates, competitions and various HQ activities will be scheduled by our Area no.
I simply love Area 5, as we have 3 (used to be oni Maris and Cedar) Gold units lor!!! Somemore is 1 girl, 1 boy and 1 mixed namely, Cedar, Maris Stella and Bartley :) Super, rite? No doubt we are the best Area :D
Back to my point, my two sisters are gone and at last, i can do my work and study in a quiet or should i say Noise-free environment for the upcoming common tests...
Oh no, they are just a fortnight away LOL.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Die another day?
If this doesn't touch u.....you're heartless... One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."
Saturday, June 9, 2007
不了情
Friday, June 8, 2007
D24


Thursday, June 7, 2007
What's wrong with knowing a Mr Handsome?
*Embedded sound file removed.*
Jia Hao (fake name) is no doubt one of the most handsome guy in the school. Everyone wants to know and be his (girl) friend :p He is popular and always attracts lots of attention esp. from the girls of both his cohort and the new J1s.
i was so lucky to be in his group then...
One day, i met A:
A, " Do you know that guy from Climbing? Omg, he is super 帅! You know that day, i saw him after training near the rockwall and he smiled to me despite being very tired after the tough climb; with all the sweat over his body...Arh... he is so hot!!!"
I thought, what's so great about that? I have TALKed to him many a times. Othere than smiling, i even know that he will use his favourite Adidas waterbottle during training intervals under the hot sun :X
Next day, i met Z:
Me," So, which CCA are you joining?"
Z," Climbing, i am more of an outdoor person"
Me," Oh, Climbing! Do you know who is Jia Hao- on eof your J2?"
Z exclaimed with sarcasm, " JIA HAO!!! Of course i know him...How do you get to know him then?"
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
CHILDren
For the past few weeks, 3 babies were borned to this world...
After YenLing's 1st child, my family gained one new member from the mother side and father side respectively:
Kym Kym's 3rd child and
Xiao Mei's 3rd child as well.
Before this, Mummy was the only one with more than 2 children but now 2 other families are on Equal standing with us :p
I just hope that Jie Rui's babe brother will be as cute as him +)
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
微型 Story
M-L: G 不要我了,你还会要我吗?
( Cry Xinfinity while L remains silent for a while)
L-M: Do you know that even if the whole world abandon you, i will still be right here waiting for you but...
( Exchanged stares harmlessly)
L-M: There is this guy who love you as much as (or perhaps more) than i do...
M-L: Who???
L-M: Don't you know H is in love with you ever since the very start?!?
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